My cat had a hairball.

And my favorite color is blue.

Edit: He didn't have a hairball and my favorite color isn't just blue.

Oh, and I have a flu but it's going away now.

I hope I never wake up in a bunny cult. I'd be fucking confused. Poor Suko-honey.

If you dunno yet, this probably won't make any sense to people. Whoo-hoo. I'm sick and rambling drunken sober spasms involving incomplete strands of thought and hair along with odd connections I WANNA PLAY TY DAMN IT. Jersey Devil, wanna see how cool is.

Hannibal Rising was on last night and I saw the verrrrrrryyyy end of it (I have seen it 'fore, dun worry) and he was sexy.

Phone go HISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (or not hiss noise) *Click.* .........beep, beep, beep, ...

HALLOWEEN IN TWELVE DAYS MUST GET STUFF READY WILL BE FUNCOLD IS 'KAY 'CAUSE HAVE FUN AND SCARY MOVIES ALL NIGHT LONG AFTER TRICK OR TREAT HAVE CANDY BE GOOOOOOOOOOOD. Hot chocolate.

Phone has become evil snake. Work now.

NOVEMBER FIRST IS BOOK WRITING EVENT THINGY OF MONTH LONG 50,000 WORD BOOK ABOUT STUFF THOUGH NOTHING IN PARTICULAR IF YOU WANT. Is prove books can be wrotted (not written) in short tiem. Want.

Has sick. Crazy speak of no connect fun.

I yawn and able to hear well from left ear again again! Again again 'cause I heard like this before sick and it cleared yesterday being first again and this is second again.

I'm gonna go hook up Xbox to Dad's TV (my tv is not work) and play games. GAMES! X3

I cough.

I'm still in denial that Avatar is over.

I can almost hear the collective sigh of the people reading this.

"Not that damned show AGAIN! Half ov DeviantART was crying over that - not you too!"

Yes me too, damn it. It made me get close to my best friend. It was our bonding show.

Goodness the finale pissed me off. OBviously, Zutara ftw, and BOOM, what happens? Mai will die in a terrible fire. Ha, that's kind of a pun.

But even more than this, what the HELL happened to Zuko's Mommy?!?!?! Seriousy. "Where is she?" then end. Wtf.

Yeah. Though that part with Zuko and Iroh was adorable. nd overall it was okay.

But still. Those two things will haunt me until the day I die.

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I think I have an A in all my classes. Whoo-hoo! Yeah - easy high school.

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I'm gonna be a character of mine for Halloween. He's hot. I'll butcher it. ...oh well!

I love when caller ID says "Telemarketer," or "800 number," don't you?

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So I'm gradually working on art stuff. Maybe I'll take pictures of things from my art class and put them up. Smeared as they've gotten. P: My art motivation is a very meek little thing, isn't it?

I started school on Monday. Classes are fine - I have a ton of fun in three of them. My schedule is Psychology, Environmental Science, English, Economics, Art 1.

I'm a senior so I have five classes.

My birthday was also this week. I be seventeen. Whoop. T'was a fun day.

I saw "The Dark Knight" yesterday and it was FUCKING AMAZING.

THE JOKER IS AMAZINGLY HOT. OH MY GOSH.

I actually just had a moment a bit ago so I have his make-up on and stuff. My camera battery is charging now so I can take a picture. If my mom or dad decide to come downstairs, I'm going to jump out at them. I already scared one person.

I'm not nearly as sexy...not even remotely. But it is fun as hell. I recommend it. (Not really - you'll just make a fool of yourself - only he can pull this off.)

So I want Thai food. I had a bit and it was not enough. (Though I thank it's provider. He gives me and best friend nourishments in return for being able to wrestle me into a washing machine. I got bruises!)

I'm not wearing pants. 8D

And I'm writing my thing. I'm not going to say that thing because I decided to leave you all in the dark.

This makeup is making me want to sneeze.

I NEED TO FIND A SQUID SPECIES THAT'S ENDANGERED BECAUSE OF OVERFISHING, DAMN IT!

I'm here to rant about my weird because it will make me feel better. This screen is my therapy for the moment, anyone who decides to read should feel no obligation to comment or anything of the like. They shouldn't even feel an obligation to read but I know their care for me (if you didn't care about me you wouldn't be reading my journal |: ) if not their curiosity will get the best of them.

In this organizedish rant will consist mostly of:
-My annoyance at my love life.
-My annoyance with school.
-Some other shit I don’t know about right now but will probably think of. I bet it'll have to do with annoyance.

So. My love life bothers the fuck outta me. I plain and simple don't really want one right now. I've got a lot going on. I'm not saying I never want to be with a nice guy or girl, just for the moment I'm into other things. HOWEVER, unless I'm terrible at placing my feelings of open romance ideas, I have a crush on at least three people and counting, I'll bet.

And not a chance with one! I least have a chance with my best friend. She loves me but most certainly not like that. I also have feelings for my friend who currently lives in Germany...but, well, he lives in Germany, we rarely ever talk, and he most certainly doesn't feel the same way. Then there's a person over here who I won't go into too much detail about for his sake and because even if I wanted to I couldn't. I barely even know the guy. I just read his writing and fall in love with it. What I've seen I just enjoy...a lot. o.o
I've had feelings for another friend of mine for a while now, practically since we first met. She's more like a daughter or a little sister to me...and we don't much talk anymore (I bet best friend and her at the very least just figured out who I'm talking about) but it was just an idea floating in the back of my head...

I've figured out that I fall easy and hard for people who I consider good friends. Not saying I only fall for them or I always fall for them...It's just that basically all of them are good friends of mine and I like basically all of my good friends.

If you're still reading and haven't giggled at my rant (Agni knows I have!) props to you. I actually don't care much about school I just wanted to talk about more than one issue in this freaking thing. I'm a bit upset it's starting soon (A day before my birthday, too! If only they had waited just a bit longer...) but I'll get over it. I'm gonna be a senior. Weird. Son I'll be off to college and moving into best friend's house until we have our apartment together. Yay! College and best friend sound fun!!! We'll be going to different ones but apparently Mr. Boob Binding Guy goes there so we'll have a semester together. I need to make sure not to mention any of my evil plans (except this fact to say I have them to mess with him) on here because he stalks my dA. o.o

I would use duct tape to shut myself up but one, it hurts, and two, I'm typing, not talking, and taping up your own hands would be fucking difficult.

And now that someone's decided to log onto MSN I can stop ranting to myself. Much to the readers of this’s delight.

</Self Centered Rant>

PS. For the record I feel a lot better. Oddly enough I think what help me most to be calm and smiley again was a little daddy long legs spider.

See, I was writing and emoing to myself and noticed it walking on the wall right next to me, but I didn't really feel like putting him outside. Well, after someone asked me who I have a crush on because that's all I'm thinking about right now (talking to the boy on dA at the moment through various shy filled messages I'm never shy (Lie), wtf?!) I spontaneously mentioned that the spider had been sitting next to me for twenty minutes. I said it to my other friend online, and not ten seconds after that as I was typing that I did not have a crush on the spider to the first person, it fell. Just randomly fell of the wall quite gracelessly. Now I have no clue where the thing is, haven't looked, and haven't moved so I don't squish him.

I'm not sure. That was just great for a movie.

A bunch of drama going on and out of the corner of her eye a girl notices a little spider on the wall but ignores it mostly, taking it for granted for the moment.

Then as she's talking about her life puts it in there all of a sudden, a main role even. Just because the spider hasn't moved for twenty minutes, it made itself special. Then it falls quite comically, makes er smile, makes her feel fine.

I wasn't too worried but anything I felt earlier is gone now.

Thanks little spider. 8D

...stupid, so here's a new one.

That's also stupid and involves me in pain with reddened flesh.

Uh. Best friend, her male pet thing, and I went to beach. It was wet. And sandy!

And the walk to the public transportation place as well as the walk from it (I went on train for first time I can remember! Best friend say she and I have been on one together before but if we have then my memory must be worse than I think it is.) to the beach itself gave me a sunburn! It hurts now! (And feels good.)

Being at the beach itself didn't give me a sunburn. I know because the burns match the sundress I was wearing. She and I wore sundresses, I'm sure he would have but he wasn't in on it (My future boyfriend needs to cross dress or talk about it pleasantly as much as this one does. It's fucking hot/awesome. ) and it was amazing. It's, like, the second time I've seen her a dress. And she's normally a man, so seeing her in a dress then a bikini in one day...I almost died. He almost died with me, but I did so out loud. At one point I said "GOSH YOU'RE HOT." To which she replied "SHUT UP. *SMACK.*" "OW. ...it was worth it." "*Glare of Death.*" "*Fearrun.*"

And he was either mentally agreeing with me or mentally laughing at my pain...or both. Probably both. Then again he thinks people getting beaten the crap out of it hot in itself, so at point he was probably having a good time.

And I brought my whip which she kept smacking me with and it felt kinda good so I suppose I was too. And she always has fun abusing me.

Well, we had fun in water, briefly attacked his boat, had sit down dinner at an Italian harbor-side restaurant with his younger brother (Why do I go on about my life in such great detail in these things? Honestly.)

And we drew in the sand and frolicked on rocks and things. 8D

However my parents have a time for me to be home in order. Must be home at ten...way too early... Good news, tomorrow they're leaving to go on a trip that they won't be back from until August tenth, so I get the house to myself and things. My two people I've been spending so much time with recently (And enjoying every minute of it.)will probably be around often. Hopefully. At least best friend will. I'm excited. I love seeing her. X333 And he's pretty fun too. I must admit, with the three of us there's some strange fun group thing that I do enjoy going on.

We rode train back to transit center and walked home. And I died after I got to my house then rinsed off and crap.

I haven't had a sunburn for years so I'm kinda weirded out. I mean it had been about a year since I'd last been to the beach anyway. O.o

(Bathroom break inserted for public view here.)

Much better! Yeah. I was wearing nipple stickers in case my too-small-of-a-freaking-bathing-suit decided to be crazy but she ended up attacking me and ripping them off. I ended up flashing her at least once. he's now seen my boobs in broad daylight in the ocean where they're all wet and excited.

I had a good time...And we're going to have an Avatar fest on Sunday, a boat sleepover on Tuesday-Wednesday (in which we shall go midnight beaching! 8D) And a cross dressing party on Friday. Among other random things in the week.

I'm gonna have fuuuuuuun!

Yeah. This journal's purpose was to brag about my awesome sunburn.

You know you want one just like mine. 8D